Have you seen Him?

As I got home today, I hopped into the shower to get warmed up. Afterwards I was trying to clean up some of the loose papers lying around my room, especially the ones under my bed. I stumbled upon piece of paper with some writing on it. I believe I wrote it about a year ago during the summer time when I was working downtown with Vanessa.

Here is what I wrote:

I was walking along the street...in the rush hour of this morning, people hurrying to catch their streetcar to work. I was feeling quite stressed out as it is Monday morning and the weekend just bid good bye. A thousand things on my mind, what has happened, what will happen...too many clutters...too many woes...but I must work. So I was rushing and suddenly I saw a Chinese mother and a baby seated on a platform bench...the baby must have been about 6months old...big beautiful baby with large dreamy eyes...he was drinking milk from a bottle...the mother was holding it to him...he was happy in his own little world...no cares...no stresses...he only wanted to drink his milk. As I passed him, my eyes glanced at him and a flash of true pleasure ran through my heart...that feeling is simply inexpressible...I was overwhelemd by this baby's face, this baby whom I didnt even know...his smile, his joy, his tears, his hunger, his carelessness, his innocent eyes had me spell bound. For a moment, I forgot all the worries, all the questions, all the pain...I think I saw God.

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Tonight at fellowship, it was a meeting to bring new friends, so they can come to know about God. Rev. Felix told a story that really touched me, because even though I guess I have been a christian for a while now, I am still searching for myself. Definitely story telling on the next blog. =)