La Girl

me = girl. me = fogetful. me = need a random ass blog to make sure i remember my own name. you = reading a crazy little blog thinking to yourself, wtf?

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

Fall Fashion

Fall Fashions
This fall, demure is in! Short skirts and see-through shirts are out. Brittney Spears has been kicked to the curb and conservative clothes are filling up the malls. The classic look is back!

The Top Five List:


Knee length skirts made of fabrics such as cordoroy, tweed, and denim.

Tailored jackets and trench coats with embellishments or fur trim.

Layers -not onlywill they keep you warm but you can create a variety of looks with only a few pieces.

Menswear-match a menswear shirt with a feminine skirt. Ties and hats are great accesories to incorporate into your wardrobe as well.

Oversized bags- good for carrying everything a girl on the go could possible need.

These are some basic pieces to invest in this fall...the clothes and accesories are professional looking and are able to be worn for many seasons to come...that is probably why they are called "classics." Hope this helps for when you go out to purchase some items for this fall. Happy hunting!


Saturday, September 25, 2004

Sparkly Ring

Yesterday was possibly one of the worst days of my life. Details of the event will not be mentioned, lets just say I hope it never happens again.

Today:
I cried myself to sleep last night, because I was both physically and emotionally exhausted. I woke up from quite a sweet dream, I think it was my reward from God for toughing it out last night. When my mom woke me up, I prepared myself for the interview, and talked to Lee about the situation. Not feeling so good, I ate the lunch that my mom made for me, finished talking to Lee and headed to my interview. After the interview, I shopped with my mom for a bit, then we headed on home. Lee called the moment I came home, and we decided that we still wanted to do something with each other, in addition he bought me something to make up for last night, so I headed across the city to Lee's house. As I got to his house, he showed me what he got me. He got me a very sparkly ring, a nice little box of chocolate, and apologize for what happened last night. Of course, I forgave him. Since we were both pretty wasted, we hopped into bed, napped and cuddled. I like the cuddling part best *wink *wink. We talked a bit on the bed too, soon we got hungry therefore we ordered subs for dinner, and watched Survivor, Apprentice 2 and the Newly Weds. We got sleepy after we ate, so we hopped back into bed for another nap *wink wink*. Afterwards, Lee helped me with my Calculus homework, and we talked to Steven and Xiao Wen and some other random people. It got late so Lee drove me home. I guess today just got better and better. I love my honeybear.

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Venting...

I can't believe that today I spend over an hour sitting in guidance waiting for stupid Zappone to try to talk me out of dropping F.S. Like as if, I am so dropping it. Because I was in guidance for so long I almost missed my lunch, I was like starving sitting in guidance waiting for her, my stomach was like grumbling out of control, so I "borrowed" some smarties from her candy jar. I like so deserved it. In law class, people argue with so much emotion, as if it was an attack on the person, but its just a debate about the issue. Ssssh, people don't take it so personally, because some people start to turn tomato. And then it is just funny to watch, because they are arguing pointlessly, thus making a complete prick outta themselves. French was even worst, I seriously think that people were born to be bitches. They honestly just speak with their asses. In this world, there are some things you just don't say out loud, and when you do everyone in the fucking world will fucking hate you and kill you. Warning to all stupid easy bitches, don't think just because you think you look good (because you don't, you have cellulite on you thighs, a chubby belly that is always hanging out because your pants don't quite fit and stretch marks on your bodies, ewww its disgusting, yes I can see them because all you wear is slutwear, so please do everyone a favor put on some clothes) and think that you are so smart. (just listen to yourselves you don't make any sense at all, don't even think you'll graduate from university let alone get accepted with all your "O... I didn't know it was due today." or "But miss, ..." trust me university profs aren't that desparate, and perhaps even a brainless barbie doll would be smarter than you and a lot prettier too) So please, please do us all a favor just shut that ugly trap of yours, find a corner downtown, a nice man will come, give you money and take care of you for the night, that's a pretty sweet deal I'll say for a hoes like you people.
Enough of my venting, LoL, prolly half the population of the world it out to get me now. MEH!
Later Days.

Goddess

I'm your Venus.
I'm your fire.
Your desire.

I love gay commercials. LoL.

HASH(0x8bdb578)
Your a goddess! Forget angels, its all about you.
Angels serve god, right? So why not be a
goddess? Hold on there, girl, and easy with the
fame. A Goddess is absolutley the most
beautiful, powerful, and magic being alive
there is, but they can tend to be quite
obnoxious. Some goddesses go a little to far
with their power, and turn greedy and shallow.
Good ones are pure and full of life, and if on
earth, flowers sprout at their steps. Others,
decided to live in a palace in heaven, with
such beauty never knwon. They are very kind and
good leaders, but can tend to be a little lazy,
jelous, greedy, and obnoxious.


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Monday, September 20, 2004

Completed...

-Completed my NLS course, therefore now I am a certified lifeguard
-Busy with school

Today:
-Went to school
-Met up with Lee
-Did some homework while Lee took a nap
-Went to the doc's with Lee
-Finished homework
-Cuddled before dinner
-Interesting dinner conversation about the lifestyle of a iguana
(Believe me, iguanas are more interesting that you'll ever expected.)
(And no Lisa, a female pig is not called a slut.)
-Played Sims 2
-Cuddled and talked on the bed
-Vigorious excercise *wink wink* for 90 mins -> burned about 2700 calories
-Grabbed Wendy's on the way home

Friday, September 17, 2004

Better Than I

Joseph:
I thought I did what's right
I thought I had the answers
I thought I chose the surest road
But that road brought me here
So I put up a fight
And told you how to help me
Now just when I have given up
The truth is coming clear

You know better than I
You know the way
I've let go the need to know why
For you know better than I.

If this has been a test
I cannot see the reason
But maybe knowing I don't know
Is part of getting through.
I try to do what's best
And faith has made it easy
To see the best thing I can do
Is put my trust in you

For you know better than I
You know the way
I've let go the need to know why
For you know better than I.

I saw one cloud and thought it was the sky
I saw a bird and thought that I could follow
But it was you who taught that bird to fly
If I let you reach me, Will you teach me

For you know better than I
You know the way
I've let go the need to know why
I'll take what answers you supply
You know better than I.

School has been extremely busy, with the lack of sleep, my health isn't exactly great. Thank God for helping me through everything, and I just hope that he will continue to be with me and to show me the way. I know that I can accomplish nothing with out Him.

Thursday, September 16, 2004

So true...

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
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The quality that most appeals to you:Sense of Humour
In a survival situation, you:Outsmart your attacker
Your hidden talent is:Courage
Your gift is:Physical beauty
In groups, you:Observe others' behaviour
Your best quality is:Your creativity
Your weakness is:Your laziness
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004

Itchy Ass

Today at lunch was classic. At the table there were Victorine, Adrian, Vanessa, Angelina and me. Soon after when we finished chowing down our lunches, Victorine left for the library to do some work. And the rest of us start doing our own work and studies, all of a sudden Adrian said out loud, "My ass is itchy." He began to describe the itchyness and where is was itchy-ing, and how badly he wanted to scratch it. So I told him, why don't you walk into the bathroom and into a stall and scratch all the hell you want. Meanwhile, the three of us laughed ourselves silly. And he was like o it would only make is worst. Therefore, he start to pace around, and wriggling around in the chair and sitting on the back of the chair to make the itch go away. I laughed so hard my stomach was hurting. Adrian is classic.

Monday, September 13, 2004

It is you

There is something that I see
In the way you look at me
There's a smile
There's a truth in your eyes
But an unexpected way
On this unexpected day
Could it mean this is
Where I belong
It is you I have loved all along

It's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart
Searched for so long
And it is you
I have loved all along

There were times I ran to hide
Afraid to show the other side
Alone in the night without you

But now I know just who you are
And I know you hold my heart
Finally this is where I belong
It is you I have loved all along

It's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart
Searched for so long
And it is you
I have loved all along

Over and over
I'm filled with emotion
Your love, it rushes
Through my veins

And I am filled
With the sweetest devotion
As I, I look into
Your perfect face

It's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart
Searched for so long
And it is you I have loved
It is you I have loved
It is you
I have loved all along


Boobs don't jiggle everywhere.

School has finally gone underway, with the many meetings my schedule was filled to the top. The weekend that has just past, I spend the entire time at the pool participating in my NLS course. At the moment, my shoulder, and arms are so sore I can’t even carry my bag without hurting myself. I am going to be so busy this week, today I had a meeting in the morning, tomorrow I have a meeting after school with the Art Council people, Wednesday after school I have a meeting with Winnie and Catherine to plan meetings for MCF, and then Friday its grade 9 day therefore I go to class one period then get excuse for the rest of the day. There are just so many things to do and so little time, and stupid Albert not connecting my computer to the printer doesn’t exactly help the situation. Being a student leader made me so organize, it’s so creepy, I have never been this organize my entire life.

Today:
The stupid assembly was so boring, at least I didn't have to listen to Edmond blab.
Lunch with Jevin, Vanessa, Vince, Eric and Adrian was so funny. We talked about the most random things, from games to anime, to Eric getting fucked in the ass, to anime guys being all gay, to gang fuck, to gang bang, to just fighting, to a guys genitals, to a girl’s boobs and genitals, to girls fight, to just boobs, to chest pads, to how much can a girl’s boob jiggle, then to a girl suffocating from her boobs if they are huge. Today’s lunch was the fastest lunch period that went by ever since the school year started. It was probably one of the funniest conversations I have ever had.

Thursday, September 09, 2004

At the moment...

Today I feel
Not exactly up for writing an entry...

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

bOo...

Unfortunately, school has started once again. As usual the guidance department is being difficult with our course selections, and screwing up people’s timetable. And so many parents have come to our school to bitch at them, and it is such a joy to see the guidance teachers get yelled at. Either or, I still have to wait another week or two to get my courses change. I swear the guidance department is BULLSHIT.

Enough of my venting, meanwhile my Boo Boo is downtown getting his ass dyed purple. (I found out that in French, purple is violet. Crazy) Well, he seems to be having tons of fun getting naked, and flashing his purple bum bum on the street for old ladies. I swear, pictures of his purple bum is either going into an old ladies “special collection” or it is going to pop up in the internet. LoL I guess all of it doesn’t matter as long as he is enjoying himself. I love my Boo Boo.

Today:
The first official day of classes, it was so boring because all of the teachers are going through the introduction routine. And all of the math teachers are giving homework already, good thing I have math tomorrow first period instead of today. Law class was gruesome, we saw this super gross movie for like no reason. It was so disgusting. So as I walked out of class I said to the teacher, “Thanks of the movie.” (Super sarcastically) I swear if I get a nightmare tonight I am so complaining. Last period I had spare, so I wandered around the school, talked to friends, talked to the principle, talked to friends again, then I finally went home. I guess it is so far so good for the first day of school. The doom begins tomorrow morning with calculus. :p

Sunday, September 05, 2004

Running Away

In conclusion of the last week or so, I had become more and more depressed, falling deeper into this horrid black hole of shitty-ness. Some of you may have also noticed my username changed to “I would pay someone to kill me” for about an hour. People keep telling me that it would be better soon, yet I have been hearing that for the past year and a bit, and nothing has gotten better, just continuously gotten worst and worst. I knew deep down, I was falling away from God. I would just cry for days on end, until I was so tired that I can’t cry no more. Living was like a burden that wouldn’t go away, and I just wanted it all to end, even if it meant ending my own life. Today was like a wake up call from God, as I was in Sunday school today, we read a Bible passage in the book of Matthew. The Bible passage was like a smack upside the head from God, reminding me that I shouldn’t worry so much because everyday has its own worry, and that I shouldn’t be such an obsessive compulsive person. As long as I do my best, be as nice as I can be to everyone, and just do my best, God will take care of the rest.

Today:
I went to church in the morning and picked up my cheesecake, Boo Boo picked me up and we grabbed lunch at the Promenade. We had lunch in the food court, and met some friends whom we talked to for a bit. Afterwards, we walked around looking for pants for Boo Boo, but all we ended up doing was looking out for guys that seem gay/queer, and I got a chance to look at clothes for myself. I found out that I wear kid’s size 12 pants, and large kid’s tops. LoL Boo Boo was like let’s leave NOW before the parents start to call the cop on me (Boo Boo). LoL Nah, I don’t think the parents aren’t going to call statutory on you. Rofl After leaving the mall we head home to play this Samurai game on PS 2, it was quite an interesting game. A cute little game to waste an afternoon away, the little girl in the game was so adorable, I so wanted to just squeeze her cheeks. Hehe Anyways, after that we snuggled in bed, for some private time. It was fun just cuddling. We were so hungry after cuddling since it was around 10 when we woke up, we headed to the Golden Elephant for some Viet/Thai/Malaysian food. The food was so spicy, it was delicious. Boo Boo liked it too. We went home after we stuffed ourselves, watched the end of Lion King 1 ½ with Tim and Sarah. (Al’s girlfriend) All in all, it was a good day.